unsettling.

it's quite unsettling to examine your life and find that the people who cause a genuine smile to spread across your face,
are people that shouldn't have to- who shouldn't care to.
that the people who seem to understand you best,
aren't the people you talk to most often.
that the looks cast and words spoken that you will never forget,
don't come from the people they should.


the few unforgettable people i have,
are people that aren't normally invested in, attached to, or remembered.
i have no example to follow.



i made a promise recently that went against my entire plan for my life.
but i intend to keep it.






-c.


soundtrack: johnny cash, marty robbins, owl city, ellington, dextors conscience, death cab for cutie, van morrison.